The discomfort hit me as we were walking toward the checkout line. The nerves and muscles around my sacral and lumbar vertebrae decided to twinge and then ache with low-to mid-level pain. I was bummed because today is Sunday, and on Sundays, I cook. I cook all day because I love to cook and because we then have dinners for the rest of the week, making those work days easier.
Today is a stormy Sunday, and the weather forecast says rain all week, so that calls for soup. Continue reading “Oh my aching back and wooden spoon…”
I’ve been laid up for a few days, so I’ve been perusing lots of “Year in Review”articles, including several lists of best or favorite books of the year. I devour those with interest, often thinking “Aw, I love that one too,” or “I intend to read that one soon.” Then I started thinking back on the books I read this year, and I couldn’t remember very many. What has happened to me? Reading is and has been one of the great pleasures of my life, and my ability to recall plots, characters, and entire paragraphs has been one of my geeky talents since second grade. Now I’m not sure what I read as recently as October. Stress?
Anyway, I just finished Don Wallace’s charming memoir, The French House, a book that makes me wish that I could hang out with the author and his wife and go surfing and have picnics and drink wine. Thinking of that memoir reminds me of the other memoir that I do recall reading this year: Consider the Oyster by M.F.K Fisher. I feel the same way about Fisher that I do about Wallace in that I would have loved to have dinner and lively conversation with her. Before Wallace, I finally read The Sheltering Sky by Paul Bowles simply because it had been on my shelf for years. I could not put it down once I began, but Continue reading “What did I read? I don’t recall…”
Since election day, I’ve been in a state of nervous agitation on top of being unusually busy with work and home duties. Happily, my Thanksgiving break starts today, and I’d like to start it off by applauding some smart, courageous, and creative people I know who are doing admirable and inspiring things. For example, one of the smartest women I know just sold her house, loaded up her young children, and hit the road in search of “where she really wants to live.” Quite a bold move! A friend from high school is serving as the Regional Board Chair for the Anti-Defamation League in Los Angeles. She’s fighting bigotry and championing women. A former colleague– a most excellent English teacher, counselor, and yearbook adviser– opened her own exercise studio with her sister. I’m extremely proud of her because I know that opening a dance studio has long been her dream, and she is working hard and taking risks to make it happen. Then there is this astounding intellectual endeavor co-written by the mother of a former student! I knew that Philippa was accomplished and brilliant, but to create a play like Margaret of Anjou is something so original and audacious that my jaw drops. I’m finding comfort in knowing that brave, smart women are daring to try new ventures and work for themselves and others. So I salute all of us: those working to design new lives, art, or businesses, and those of us working to keep up with laundry, weeds, and essays. Keep fighting the good fight.
We recently celebrated our fifteenth wedding anniversary, and I am still astonished that we have been married so long. No, not because we don’t get along, but because the time has passed so quickly. As a later-in-life bride, I feel like we’ve been married two to maybe six years. Five, I can believe. Ten, not so much, and certainly not fifteen. Yet we were married in 2001, so that makes 15!
Many things in our life reflect the passing of time. We’ve gained weight, and our hair tends to sparkle more in the sunshine. Our house looks very different from the yellow, transite covered box we moved into, and both the front and back yards are completely free of the lawns we inherited. We started our married life with two cats: a tabby and a super fluffy masked Black and white. While we still have a tabby and a tuxedo, they are not the kitties who came with the marriage. The “older” generation of our family now consists only of our two moms and one uncle on each side.
All these experiences and changes make for a busy and satisfying life. So, why am I so mystified that fifteen years have passed? Maybe it’s because the feelings haven’t changed as much as everything else, and we’re still stumbling through a happy marriage.
Today is a glorious fall day full of slanting sunshine and soft breezes. And, since it rained last weekend while we were away for my sister’s wedding, the yard is full of redwood duff. It’s on the patio, the deck, the path, in the plants, in my hair, and where ever else it may drop. So, I’ve been sweeping and raking up duff and debris this morning (after a very pleasant walk to breakfast at WesCafe and a stroll through the farmer’s market on the way home), and I know I’ll be sweeping again next weekend. The fallen branches and tiny cones are our backyard’s version of autumn leaves. Yet, it’s hard to imagine that our (hopefully) rainy winter is around the corner because today is warm and clear and beckoning everyone to come outside. Still, there are hints of autumn. When outside, we have to notice the elaborate Halloween decorations created by many of our neighbors. Jack-o-lanterns and gravestones and my three year old friend who wore his bumble-bee crash helmet as he walked and rolled his scooter all through his parents’ pumpkin carving party are all surely signs of the season. My cats are getting fuzzier and sleepier, and the drug store is full of Christmas decorations, so fall must be in full swing! Enjoy the day. Enjoy the season. Enjoys the changes.
Imagine a giant button that reads “I’M SORRY!” My sister threatened to wear such a blanket apology to her high school reunion, and we laughed because, well, we knew her back then. She could be hard to live with. She threw things. She borrowed clothes and shoes that mysteriously got lost or ruined. (One pair of running shoes showed up at a friend’s flooded house years and years later.) Her sarcastic remarks were legendary as was her tendency to answer a question with an attack. I think that she was probably a little nicer at school than at home, but maybe she wasn’t. Yet, when I think of her now, that mean girl is hard to imagine.
My sister has grown to be humorous, generous, kind, and the person who keeps the family together. She opens her home for all the celebrations, and she makes everybody feel welcome. She dotes on our niece and nephew, buying them great presents and arranging fun outings. She drives Mama to appointments and deals with the doctors. She makes sure that we vegetarians are fed well in the land of barbecue, and she hasn’t thrown anything at me in decades. And as a real testament to her humanity: her almost grown children (who have inherited her flair for showmanship) adore her and want her to be happy. I do too.
So, my darling sister Susie, I wish you every happiness as you officially tie the knot with your sweetie. I think grown-up love is swell. Cheers and love, and yes, you can borrow my shoes.